Frustration, frustration, frustration.

I’ve been hovering at 90kg for the past 3-4 weeks (although to be fair, always going smaller.) 91.0, 90.5, 90.2. I made a concerted effort this week to stick to it all, and my personal scales were registering 89.x’s for most of the week. Come last night, I went to a dinner party and ate too much — probably over my daily limit, but I was partly expecting that, and had saved a significant amount. It was just the sheer volume of food. So I go in for my weigh-in today, hoping against hope that I’ll have lost .3 to get me over the line — or more, since that’s what I’d been registering all day. I step on the scales and: 90.0. I’m pretty certain that my body is taunting me here. All I want — so desperately is to get to that 89.9 so that I can focus on my next goal. This weekly shuffling about is so tiresome.

But the other choice is to give up and never get to 89.9, so I’m going to do what I can — more, in fact, because at this point I’d rather smash 89.9 out of the ballpark and hit 88.x — it’s that much closer to my next goal, and I’d love that.

Also, the 10 in 10 challenge is officially over — I believe I ended on a loss of 3.8, which wasn’t amazing but it was still less than when I started.

Current Stats
Current Weight: 90.0
Loss/Gain This Week: -.2
Total Loss: 10.3

Christmas Challenge
Weeks To Christmas: 6
Amount To Lose: 10.1

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Had a mild bout of food poisoning last night — no idea what from, though. Went to my meeting today and then came home, ate some Weetbix, and am now writing this. My mind wants some of the pie left over in the fridge…my body isn’t hearing of it. I feel quite ill everytime I think about eating anything else, and I’m exhausted from not much sleep, so I suspect that I’ll have a nap once this is written and see how I feel when I wake up.

So, weigh in today:

Current Stats
Current Weight: 91.0
Loss/Gain This Week: -1.8
Total Loss: 9.3

Christmas Challenge
Weeks To Christmas: 12
Amount To Lose: 11.1

10 in 10 Challenge
Starting Weight: 94.0
Goal Weight: 84.0
Amount To Lose: 7.0

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Just a quick post regarding new stats. Hopefully will have a better post later tonight, (with details of daily exercise included…)

Current Stats
Current Weight: 91.9
Loss/Gain This Week: -1.2
Total Loss: 8.4

Christmas Challenge
Weeks To Christmas: 15
Amount To Lose: 12.0

10 in 10 Challenge
Starting Weight: 94.0
Goal Weight: 84.0
Amount To Lose: 7.9

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Just had my weigh in for the first week of the 10 in 10 challenge, and I lost .9! It’s 100 grams short, fair enough, but I’m really happy with it, and it really motivates me to do more: more exercise, more tracking, more planning…just more.

Got my blood taken today, whic puts me off exercise for a little while at least, and then I’ll go back to it. Am feeling a little bit drained right now, so may have a small nap until lunch (about 12:30), and then get back into it.

But first, current stats:

Current Stats
Current Weight: 93.1
Loss/Gain This Week: -0.9
Total Loss: 7.2

Christmas Challenge
Weeks To Christmas: 16
Amount To Lose: 13.2

10 in 10 Challenge
Starting Weight: 94.0
Goal Weight: 84.0
Amount To Lose: 9.1

100 Push Up Challenge
Level: Week Two, Day One.
Push Ups Day 1: 21

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